I am NOT looking forward to the IH trip because I know I'll miss someone to bits and honestly, I do not intend to spend four days in a foreign country with only HALF of my class because they have to split us up. I don't think it is fair and I know life's unfair and all but I am just going to be immature about it. So yes that basically sums up the whole I really don't want to go thing.

And you know what? I am just so angry right now at someone because I don't think the person is treating me fairly. I am your FRIEND. You're supposed to be happy when I get good news, not scream at me as if what I think doesnt matter to you. How is that fair? Why do I always end up the one consoling you because you only care about You. Now, I'm beyond angry. I am just, disappointed. Let down. There are so many ways you can hurt a friend. This is just one of them. I didnt know you to be like that, and I hope that you're more than this. Cause it's just sad to know these things. Izza.