Just how far can we push ourselves? Before we finally open our eyes

And see that there is nothing at the other end but yourself.

Everything you do is for you. Everyone around you may push.

And they may push hard but in the end, its all for yourself.

Will you lose everything to get there? So it all comes down to

the question which is

Does it mean this much to you? But what if it doesnt?

Then, are you wasting your time? What does it truly mean

to love something...What does it truly mean to have

Passion for something? In the real world, it means NOTHING.

We are brought up to believe anything is possible,

we are brought up to never give up on our dreams.

Yes, the countless Disney movies with the same old cliche lessons

actually thought us something,

That unless you're a 2D animation stuck in a metal box,

There are no fairy tales or happy endings.

Life is not about all those motivational crap that talks about

believing or passion or never giving up or hope.

It's about getting your head back from the skies and getting your feet in the ground.

And that is sad

But true and then you sit here, in front of your computer screen thinking

Damn, I am tired. And you go on facebook or twitter or your blog

and start listing out everything you did today as if people cared.

As if its some kind of reflection!

But if you really really take a look at your life

If you really reflect, you'll see that every single day

You work so hard, at everything

School, CCA, social life, etc

Because you believe in getting something at the end

Because you believe in an ending, maybe even a happy one

But what if there is no end to this? What if we work so hard

and then the wind of change takes over and then

Nothing.

Maybe, I just think too much. But ten years down the road,

I don't see myself as what I'm working towards.

I see myself as a whole different person and everything I

worked so hard at might be just wasted. And then you watch

those Disney fairy tales and you listen to all the lessons

and you realize, that pretty words are nothing more than

pretty words.

Nothing more than a distraction to cover up truth that we refuse

to believe in. Because we need strength for ourselves.

Strength that we get from listening to pretty words

and suddenly everything's better.

It's not, and sometimes it doesn't hurt

to just Face it. Because that, my friend, is the truth. So,